rough day

it was a hard day at work. i need more incentives, and my manager seems to just not want to realize that. i'm on a team, but i feel so disconnected these days. i have to figure out a way to correct this direction things seem to be going in... on the positive side of things, it turns out i have 16 days of vacation left for the end of the year. i'm using 2 for this suprise of rob's (he confirmed we're flying alitalia somewhere!) and then i need to use 4 more... i'll carry over 10 days, and that would make it 6 weeks of vacation (plus two floating holidays!) for next year. craziness.

halloween party tomorrow. like 70 people plan on coming - OMG. should be fun!